Originally posted on Soundcloud in 2021
Colleen Johnson: Composition, lyrics, production, recording engineer, mixing, mastering, acoustic guitar, synth bass, drum programming.

Lyrics

I’ve been in this town since I was 18
When I arrived it promised freedom
And responsibility
I thought I could finally be
Who I wanted to be

But I was wrong
I was wrong

The rigor and the grind of it seeped into me
I sunk down deep into all my Insecurities
I couldn’t just be who I am
Cuz I never new

Who I was
Who I was

And here I’m trapped in this liminal space
I think a change in location can force a change of pace
So I set my sights and I plan to run away
But I don’t
And I won’t

As I grew older I refocused
I found new passions and I set aside
My restless tendencies

I thought I could make it work
Living in this town

But soooon
That restless feeling
Would return

Maybe this time I’ll have direction
I know myself better now
I’ve done things I’d never imagined

It’s 10 year down the road
And I’m ready to move on
What’s next
What’s next for me

But here I’m trapped in this liminal space
I think a change in location can force a change of pace
So I set my sights and I plan to run away
I just might
Yes I will

But here I’m trapped in this liminal space
I think a change in location can force a change of pace
So I set my sights and I plan to run away
I just might
Yes I will.